Pulling My Hair Out

Okay time to vent. This last month has been insane. Between my school and the girls going to school I feel like I don't have time to accomplish anything. On top of that I still have two little ones at home. Kenna has been extremely crabby lately and really clingy. I love that she is still little and my baby but somedays I want her to start walking. And then......wait for it...........I AM PREGNANT. We have been putting off telling people after losing the baby in August. However Kadi tells everyone we meet so it hasn't been much of a secret. She is certain we are having another boy. We will have to see. Than I am the chorister in the primary in our ward. I have only been doing it for two weeks. Our primary porgram is in less than a month and the kids are really struggling. The haven't had a steady chorister for about 4 months now. So I am trying to learn the songs, and teach them the songs all in less than four weeks. Ya it is a little stressful. So add that to the everyday stresses of life and I am ready to pull my hair out.

Okay now that I am done with that I can move on. I do enjoy my kids and love them so much. They keep me going and are always so loving. They don't judge me and just want to know that they are loved. Can't forget about my best friend. Yay that handsome guy. He has been so great these last couple of weeks (he always is just more so). He has really been helping me with the kids, the house, the cooking, and all the other stuff I don't want to do. He is so good to me and I am so lucky to have him. We are enjoying our last few months before he deploys. I sure do love him. Okay I guess when I sit down and think about it I have a really good life. It could always be worse. Have a great day all my followers.